It’s taken me 5 weeks to realize Thursdays are a very bad day for me. I wake up in a bad mood and am generally about 3 minutes away from tears for most of it. It makes sense, HE died on a Wednesday night but I wasn’t notified until 3:15am Thursday morning, which was the beginning of the worst day of my life.
Every Thursday since has been awful. It’s not conscious on my part, or wasn’t until I realized it and the reason why this morning. I’m not sure if there’s any way to prepare for Thursdays, or make them better/easier somehow, I guess it’s just another thing I’ll have to get used to.
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