We had a barn meeting tonight so I saw the horses.
Both of them are huge reminders of everything we’ve done with them, and everything we will never do. It’s going to take a lot of work on my part to get past that and be able to see them without breaking down.
And I wish I could explain to them what’s going on. I want to be able to tell HIS horse why he won’t be around anymore and that he didn’t just abandon him. HE loved that horse more than anything and it breaks my heart to think his horse will be missing HIM and wondering why he’s not around anymore.
I still don’t quite believe I’ll never see HIM again, so what chance does the poor horse have?
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