In my mind there’s a little girl with pigtails skipping happily down the street, swinging a stick and singing “Somebody’s going to get it” ...I like to think it’s Scout from “To Kill A Mockingbird”.
I’m really angry at someone right now, really angry. But it’s just anger, not the anger followed by guilt that I’ve been feeling about HIM. (As in “I’m so mad at him for leaving me, but god I shouldn’t be angry at him because he’s dead”).
This is an anger untainted by any other emotion, and it feels good, really good, to the point that I was happy at work tonight, like things were back to normal, BHD normal.
Now that I’m home the happy feeling has dulled down, because things aren’t back to normal, but I’m going to let that little girl keep skipping, swinging and singing “Somebody’s going to get it”.
It feels good.
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